peeling back through my mind for the worst case scenario
all traces of optimism suddenly desert me
and it pulls shred by shred at the heart in my chest
laid open as a target for the rock-throwing world
when it comes right down to it I'm not the most trusting
and the one I trust least is myself
because I find it to be that I am quite unpredictable
with a strong propensity towards tragic endings
pulling away into myself seems most promising
-though most lonely- so weighing my options is difficult
but when all things are considered it becomes clear to me
that I haven't a say in it at all
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