Pathetic

I let myself go
I let myself feel
I let myself be known
I let myself be free
I let myself care
I let myself open up
I let myself want
I let myself realize
I let myself relax
I let myself invest
I let myself plan
I let myself dream
I let myself live
I let myself believe
I let myself trust
I let myself love
I let myself love
Why did I do that?

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