Even If

I thought of you today
but then, that happens every day
All the things I wish I could share
So many things I wish I could say

What I wouldn't give for a hug
just to look into your eyes again
to know that you are there for me
to tell you all my stories

I never knew a love so deep
it chills my veins and
lights my heart on fire
It makes me feel alive

Do you think of me sometimes?
Do I cross your mind now?
Am I a past regret?
Was I just a mistake?

I just want to thank you
even if I was a bad decision
you gave me the best times of my life
you opened my eyes in so many ways

I've thought a lot about it and
if given the choice I'd do it all over again
gladly accepting the pain
for a chance to experience the love